screwed, god knows wad happened to me today, planning and briefing was good, but inside the aircraft i seemed uncomfortable today, reacting slowly and feeling stony. missed my first target, and lost sight of the 2nd halfway. in the process almost entering a forbidden area, thus clocking my 3rd safety notice. 17 flights without any problems, then it was 1 safety notice, 1 good flight, 1 good flight with safety notice, 1 excellent flight, 1 bad flight, 1 bad flight with safety notice, just before the test tomorrow.

now i'm dangling on my little finger. i got myself into this position.

it's just a bad day, after the sleep tonight, fight is on again! fighters never give up. i've got to prove i deserve to be there!